There is a Romanian expression: ‘Să luăm o pauză și să ne reculegem.’ Translation: ‘Let’s take a break and gather our thoughts or our forces or our strength.’ There is a similar word in French: ‘recueillir’, and we could potentially say it’s equivalent to ‘recollect’ in English. But it means a lot more than just remembering: it has nuances of ‘meditation’, ‘keeping a minute’s silence’, ‘recovering your equilibrium after an emotional upset’ and so much more.
So why am I launching into this lengthy etymological explanation? I suppose it’s my way of saying that I need a break as my personal life gets more complicated and unpleasant. Previously, I was able to find refuge in reading and writing when things got tough (summer of 2014 – bet you didn’t even notice at the time that things had gone awry). But as things drag on and on even longer than the Brexit negotiations, and with an equally impossible outcome, I need all my strength to cope with the turmoil. I’m finding it very difficult to write reviews or poetry or anything that is not an angry rant.
In other words, it’s time to press the ‘Pause’ button.
It seems that no sooner have I finished with one bunch of administrative tasks that I have been putting off for weeks, then it’s time for the next lot to arrive. I would also like someone to tell me why they always arrive in bunches, like grapes, rather than in single digestible fruits?
However, I still managed to find time to stop and smell the flowers.
The cherry tree in our garden is nearly done with its blossoms, but my favourite flowers are out now:
Yes, lilacs. I love them in all shapes, colours and forms. Although I do have a preference for white lilac.
There is something about their scent that no synthetic perfume can capture. I could set up tent under their canopy for two weeks every year.
And perhaps that is the reason for their magic and attraction: their transcience. Like camellias or cherry blossoms, blink (or go away on holiday) and you miss them!
So enjoy them while you can. In spite of the rain and clouds.
Writing can wait. No, I don’t mean that! But admin tasks perhaps…
Here’s a last one, for luck.
I’ve found my dream location for thinking about writing as well. Now, if that swing were surrounded by lilac bushes, you know where you could find me for the next couple of weeks!